The Dangerous Summer - Settle Down
I gave my things away.
I called the people that I only see on holidays.
This next year’s gonna burn a hole in me.
I spent my weekdays in my car,
and the weekends drinking hard enough for two.
I think I’ll settle down one of these days
‘til I catch my breath.
I feel the weight of the world on my back,
but I’m not feeling sick to death.
cause I laid awake in bed,
and thought of better times.
I never wanna sleep,
cause I found apathy
in laying down and never waking up,
never waking up.
I learned a lot today,
cause there’s a reason why I’ll never live the easy way.
I’m trying to be real.
I wrote down words inside my arm
that say I’ll never walk alone cause I get tired.
I know I have my friends in every way.
so I caught my breath
and for the first time I found what I’m looking for.
cause I laid awake in bed,
and thought of better times.
I never wanna sleep,
cause I found apathy
and laying down and never waking up,
never waking up.
I laid awake in bed,
and thought of better times.
I never wanna sleep,
cause I found apathy
in laying down and never waking up,
never waking up.
yeah I went down.
yeah I found the way.
in the city where my father was born,
I had a dream I moved out west.
I finally found out what I wanted to be,
so I picked up where I left.
and I waited two more years,
and covered up my ears.
I think I’m ready to sing this time,
I really think I’m gone.
cause I laid awake in bed,
and thought of better times.
I never wanna sleep,
cause I found apathy
and laying down and never waking up,
never waking up.
I laid awake in bed,
and thought of better times.
I never wanna sleep,
cause I found apathy
in laying down and never waking up,
never waking up.
and I never posted this on here. but.
accepted to Berkeley’s PhD program in Infectious Diseases and Immunity for Fall 2013.
most likely will be attending. big changes on the way…I’m nervous, anxious, scared, and excited.
“tall people reach. short people rock climb.”— Ward Byrum, head routesetter at Earth Treks Rockville
A few decent “reachers” who are 6 feet tall or close to it:
Chris Sharma, Dave Graham, Fred Nicole
If only they knew how to climb.I’m sensing some tension between the heights.
Everyone knows there are advantages and disadvantages to everybody type and since you can’t standardize that everyone just climb and most importantly have fun
as I stated after posting that quote, it’s not a rule, it’s not true in every situation, and I certainly don’t think all tall people can’t climb! (I thought I posted something after people got peeved then, but apparently I didn’t. I swear I explained this before…but I must not have, sorry.)
size isn’t the only thing that’s important - it’s strength, it’s skill, and it’s smarts. obviously Ashima, Sasha, and Ramonet all crush super hard as short people, and so do people over 6’0” (Ondra, Sharma, Graham, Nicole, on and on and on).
when I posted that quote, it was after a day of taking crap from people in the gym belittling my climbing because I’m short and therefore don’t weigh very much. mostly I’m just tired of having my accomplishments downplayed because “if I were that small, I could do it too.” I’m also tired of being told “go crawl back in your hobbit hole” (gotten that one before) and hearing people say while I’m climbing “he’s a freakin’ midget, that’s the only reason why he can do that” (gotten that one on many occasions).
and I realize I’m probably coming off as someone doing the same regarding tall people, but I can guarantee you I’m not. trust me - I have absolutely nothing against tall people, and I certainly think they can rock climb plenty hard, and many of them much, much harder than me. when I see someone tall send a hard climb, it doesn’t make me think “man, only cause he’s tall.” it makes me think “man, only cause of dedication, hardwork, strength, and skill”.
the point of the quote is that short climbers generally have to be very technically strong, very smart when it comes to reading sequences, and very efficient with their climbing. not to say that tall people aren’t. but if you take your average climber in the gym, both climbing V5, the short person is more likely to have better refined technique because he/she can’t just reach past bad holds or difficult moves. at least that’s what Ward suggests!
there are climbs for short people. there are climbs for tall people. there are climbs that short people can do but will have to work harder on than tall people. there are climbs that tall people can do but will have to work harder than short people. there are climbs short people will never do. there are climbs that tall people will never do.
everything evens out in the end.
the important part is we’re all climbing.
sorry if that quote pissed people off. that wasn’t the intention.
In all honestly though. The things I do for rock climbing.
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heatherashly reblogged your photoset: my current lineup of climbing shoes…
We had a 5.10 demo today and usually I can’t get down with 5.10 because their heels just don’t fit, but I climbed in…
haven’t gotten a chance to try the new Stonelands yet, but I did get to play around in the new Blackwings. and they are FANTASTIC. the fit is so much better, the shoe feels less blocky, it’s more sensitive…ugh, new Blackwings are A+. they’re much more like the Dragons now. but velcro. that’s called winning.
my current lineup of climbing shoes…
just got the Anasazi LV’s, and I absolutely love them so far. I wanted a non-aggressive shoe to train in and for slab/all-day climbing, and they have not disappointed.
loving the Blackwings, exactly what I need for my indoor bouldering/training. and I’ll always love the Dragons (go-to outdoor performance shoe) and the TEAMS (go-to competition/indoor performance shoe). can’t wait for the new ones in the Fall!
Hoping I get the opportunity to get back on this before it gets too hot!
Jeff’s Prow, v9 at HCR!
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Jon Cardwell looks for a bat-hang rest while projecting Bad Girls’ Club (5.14d). Photo by David Clifford
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